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Friday, June 15, 2012

starting over

This is a test

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

another start

Thursday, October 06, 2005 --- that was the last time that I was able to post something on my blog. it has been a very long time. I am glad that I was able to access this once again. looking forward to a better year this time.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

I just got back to work. Had a day off, yet I still feel very tired. Physical exhaustion? NOT.
I still AM hoping things will turn out for the best.

This few lines turned out to be one of the hardest ones to post. *sigh*

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Installing Love

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Well, I'm not very technical but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support:
The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support:
What programs are running ?

Let's see...I have the Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support:
No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with module of its own called High Self-Esteem.
However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support:
With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support:
Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error -Program
not run on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support:
Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

So, what should I do?

Tech Support:
Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Okay, done.

Tech Support:
Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support:
Sometimes. For others it takes a while but, eventually, everything
gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it, and its various modules, to everyone you meet. They should, in turn, share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Thank you

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Butterflies in my stomach.. Feels like the first time all over again... urk!

What does it feel like on the first time?

Coz I don't know....

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Feeling emo...

Did you really think that it was over when you hung up the phone and said goodnight?
And did you ever think that it would be too much?
I can't leave without saying goodbye
So did you really think that you could take it?
Could you make it alone tonight?
I never could have hoped for anything more
Be my angel if you can, alright
You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight
So baby did you sleep an hour for me?
How I wish I was there right now
I wasn't going to tell you I could change things
I'm afraid I never will know how
But I don't really think that I can take it
Will I make it alone somehow?
So hold me in your arms before I leave you
I'll be back as soon as time allows
You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight

Sunday, September 18, 2005

i sweat like a fire hydrant with loose bolts.
yes, i have loose bolts in between my ears but that is another story.

arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh! arrrgh!