Gutfeel

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Kisses shorten life; mixing strange spittle
Or sucking in microbes, dozing under small flaps
Of gum or carelessly grazing on the plankton
Of teeth upsets the ecology of the mouth.

One could, of course, wear a surgical mask
And agree not to exhale while gauze touched
Gauze, or write letters from a distance
Disinfecting the pen and using self
Sealing envelopes for safety.

Some, I know, blinded by passion shed their
Clothes like children, pressing nakedness
To nakedness, making contact at all points
Throwing caution to the wind or worse.

Turns plump hearts into prunes before their
Time, that withers the skin and blanks the

Others with strong constitutions survive. Nursing
Injuries like war wounds, they limp through
Marriage, frequently resting on the shoulders
Of their love, while the cautious live to a ripe old
Age, camouflaging internal bleeding as late periods.

conjured by smirkface @ 2:13 AM 1 HeXeS

Message from your friend:
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Hello there,

How are you? All is well i presume...
Just  thought  of  you  and how  our  friendship  came  this
far....and now  i  know  why we  came  this far...because  we  learned  to
accept each other's flaws and love it. And  we  share the  same
thing....loving  our  differences and  not  be  overcome by  it just  because i
am  me  and  you  are  you... and  YES,  just because no one has been
fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, Doesn't mean you
shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out
that you can't be topped, Doesn't stop you from being the best. Just
because no one has come along to share your life, Doesn't mean that day
isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, Doesn't
give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized
how much of an awesome man you are, Doesn't mean they can affect your
personality. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your
level,  Doesn't  mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you
deserve the very best there is, Doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just
because God is still preparing your queen, Doesn't mean that you're not
already a King. Just because your situation doesn't seem to be
progressing right now, Doesn't mean you need to change a thing. Keep shining,
keep running, Keep hoping, and keep praying, Keep being exactly what you
are already. COMPLETE!!  JUST BECAUSE YOUR'E THERE (far away hehehe) doesn't mean
you are not remembered... You're always in my heart!!!....

Take  care and cheers  to  life!
C'est  la  vie!

----- feel ko ang haba ng buhok ko! hehehe

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Sucky Sloppy IT

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Ode To Love

Slowly Disappearing

I laughed, now I cry,
Yet I whisper my dreams.
But the whisper's so soft,
Nothing's all there seems.
The thrill of hope,
Long lost to fear,
Is still a glimmer,
In a sea of drear.
I'm drowning in tears,
The whisper is all that's left.
And as I strain to hear,
I'm slowly turning deaf.
I'm lost in the dark,
Of my approaching fears.
When the spark is gone,
Hope disappears. 

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Can't get enough?

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Temporary Comfort

In a very real sense, we are the stories we tell ourselves. The stories we create will impact the way we experience the world. As we continue to outgrow our old lives, often through loss and tragedy, we need larger, deeper, more compassionate stories to deal with new and unfamiliar contexts. This is just such a time in history.

Throughout the world, countless thousands are suffering devastating losses of loved ones, homes, and jobs, while still more are struggling with ongoing fear, uncertainty, and loss of meaning. Our new life stories may be darker since the world changed forever on September 11, 2001. By including awareness of the more tragic aspects of life, however, our stories may be richer, fuller, more profound. After all, does not the stirring symphony include both the rumbling bass horns as well as the flutes? The tapestry that excites the eye is composed of both dark and bright threads to create its own unique pattern. By accepting and integrating all of our feelings--all of life with its glorious mountain peaks as well as its abysses--we become larger persons who are more capable of fully accepting ourselves and therefore eventually better able to help others.

When you can, begin to redefine the term “normal.” Instead of trying to “get back to normal” right away as we are exhorted to do, try exploring the ways in which the concept of normal has changed. You might also want to examine the ways in which you have changed. To attempt to go back to old ways that are no longer possible is to court disappointment and frustration. Let the “new normal” establish itself gradually, then accept the new standards as you can.

Be aware that even though you may attempt to get back into your old routine as quickly as possible, you might not be able to perform as well as before. You may have difficulties concentrating, you may be awkward or clumsy, or you may feel irritable and impatient. Give yourself plenty of time to readjust to the reconfigured world. Just because you function brilliantly one day is no guarantee you can maintain that high level day after day.

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Slightly Off Center...

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La Gros Contretemps

• To be off at work when I'm supposed to be off.
• Get my day's worth of rest -- hence, no talk of work, not even a slight tinge nor shadow of it.
  
• Have a nice time when I'm not at work.NOT AT WORK.